already under? what did i do to deserve this life? 14 years of violence, emotional abuse, coercion/manipulation then fucking SPACING O U T for months then HER fucking leaving then fucking grey and fog and all THIS (all combined with anxiety ofC) AND!!1!1!.. NO. FUCKING. WAY. OUT.
Underside of Silver Fern ponga. This unique New Zealand fern became an icon on NZ butter, cheese, tobacco and the railcar on the Main Trunk Line between Auckland and Wellington. NZ was once known as Fernland.