I AM that which you choose. Allow your soul to yearn for the depth that lies within and experience the world from inside out. From a place of pure divine love and consciousness. Save yourself and blow the others away.
If you really loved me like you said you did, you wouldn't be in the position to have to choose someone anyways. Since your struggling to make a decision allow me to make it easy for you, pick her cause with real love you wouldn't need a choice.