i'm crying into my pillow, but as I sat up my heart started beating faster knowing that nothing will get better. as I wiped away my tears, they stained my fingers. i can feel my heart shatter into pieces.
We almost had everything we dreamed of having together.
I wish every single girl would believe this! If I had believed it, waiting for my amazing husband would have been easier! He loves me for who I am, and I have never had to even ask for it:) Wouldn't it suck to have a life based on an ultimatum ?