Marriage is not merely a contract or commitment. it is a Covenant. Furthermore, marriage should NEVER be cheapened by the secular world saying, "it's just a piece of paper." The last time I checked, our eternal Souls were not simply "pieces of paper.
I miss you. It's not that I don't love you. I just can't take the pain and abuse that comes with being with you. My heart breaks every day and I cry every night when I don't see you next to me and smell you. I do miss you.
"There is a beautiful thing inside you that is thousands of years old . too old to be captured in poems, too old to be loved by everyone, but loved so very deeply by a chosen few." ~ Nikita Gill (Old souls)