This is so true. I am often astonished by the many blessings from God that I never asked for, yet yearned for them in my heart. God truly knows every detail of your life and gives to us freely. Be grateful for the little things. God loves you!
I have made plenty of stupid and pointlessly bad decisions in my life. I have wanted to change some of them and others i quite enjoy looking back on. Sometimes being stupid leads to the best decisions and other times the worst.