No matter how freaking hard I try I'm not okay. I'm broken! I am falling apart! I am having a hard time holding on. I'm broken and I can't seem to heal. I can't do this anymore. I'm done with everything.
But I'm starting to question everything. What if my mind is just tricking me? What if my mind is just making everything up, am I just pretending to be like this, am I really just a normal happy girl? What if everything has just been a huge lie?
The girl who seemed unbreakable broke. The girl who seemed strong crumbled. The girl who always smiled cried. The girl who never gave up quit trying. Finally, she dropped her fake smile and whispered, "I can't do this anymore.
Fail depressed depression suicide alone broken Scared fear self harm hopeless self hate cut ugly bullied confused cry tears insecure worthless i hate myself self destruction Afraid heart break failure overdose on my own no future i hate me no more emotion