And today I realized that I am the biggest hypocrite of them all. I tell everyone to keep holding on, that there is light at the end. That everything gets better as long as you continue to wait. I always tell people to have hope. That they need to keep trying because it is too early to give up, that they have so much to live for. Then there is me, and I am barely holding on.

And today I realized that I am the biggest hypocrite of them all. have so much to live for. Then there is me, and I am barely holding on.

I'm not! No matter how freaking hard I try I'm not okay... I'm broken! Everyone keep telling me it will get better and I'm sure it will but it won't right now cause nothing is okay! I am falling apart! I am having a hard time holding on... I'm letting go so slowly... I'm broken and I can't seem to heal. I can't do this anymore... I'm done with everything. Life is hitting me pretty hard

No matter how freaking hard I try I'm not okay. I'm broken! I am falling apart! I am having a hard time holding on. I'm broken and I can't seem to heal. I can't do this anymore. I'm done with everything.

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All it takes is a beautiful fake smile to hide an injured soul and they will never notice how broken you really are

I am so totally broken and fucked up, it's not worth bothering trying to fix me!! Everyone is better off without me

But I'm starting to question everything. What if my mind is just tricking me? What if my mind is just making everything up, am I just pretending to be like this, am I really just a normal happy girl? What if everything has just been a huge lie?

Walk a day in my Fibro/BiPolar shoes & you'd run to the nearest mental health hospital.

Life with Fibromyalgia/ Chronic Pain - trust me you do not want to feel what I feel but you could make an effort to understand what it's like.

Somehow... I don't even know how cause you coldly turned your back and shut me out without a word I lost you..I lost you and in losing you, I lost myself. My life has changed. I am broken. And I don't even care to try and fix myself.

The girl who seemed unbreakable broke. The girl who seemed strong crumbled. The girl who always smiled cried. The girl who never gave up quit trying. Finally, she dropped her fake smile and whispered, "I can't do this anymore.

I am made up of two worlds; one in which I exist to hold everyone together and the other where I watch myself constantly fall apart.

Two worlds. One life. And a heart composed of a thousand shattered pieces. This is how I live with a broken heart. This is how I play pretend I'm not falling apart every second I breathe.

I admit it's all my fault... All of it....just wanna say I am broken... Need you to listen to me just once

That's right every single thing is my fault! Just blame me cuz everything is my fault! Im sure it's my fault that I was born born!

Fail depressed depression suicidal suicide alone broken Scared fear self harm hopeless self hate cut ugly bullied confused cry tears insecure worthless i hate myself self destruction Afraid heart break failure overdose on my own no future i hate me no more emotion

Fail depressed depression suicide alone broken Scared fear self harm hopeless self hate cut ugly bullied confused cry tears insecure worthless i hate myself self destruction Afraid heart break failure overdose on my own no future i hate me no more emotion

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I've been told too many times in not good enough, BUT. I am good enough for me and that's all that matters. I AM GOOD ENOUGH☺️

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