but seriously no one will ever love me. im either "too perfect" or you'd "rather be friends" or you "don't see the spark" in our relationship, it's all the same excuse. how can I be so damn perfect if no one can stay with me.
"Sometimes she'll push away what she wants because she wants it too much. And too much scares the hell out of her. Because sometimes people lose themselves in wanting too much. I pushed you away for this reason Mel Payne
Philophobia: fear of emotional attachment; fear of being in, or falling in love. There is no real love to be found in toxic relationships, and the only emotional attachment you will form will be an unhealthy one.