Pelagic: “She loved the sea. She liked the sharp salty smell of the air, and the vastness of the horizons bounded only by a vault of azure sky above. It made her feel small, but free as well. Martin, A Storm of Swords
Of course it hurts when you find out it was all a lie and I was just a single piece of his "puzzle" and nothing more. I'm not crazy or "psycho" it's the same term used for all of us when we figure out the truth.