My blessing and my curse. I just didn't have the tools or information. I just would not have considered it, not until things kept getting worse after son was born. I expressed to therapist I felt he was narcissist.
Lotus Tattoo - Depression Symbol - Significant meaning of the lotus flower is that it that since it grows in mud it represents the rise from hardships and struggles. It also represents the transformation to beauty. The lotus flowers are the most powerful symbol of rebirth in both the East and West. It stands for beauty and strength