Seriously. It makes no sense how I have to be nice to someone who treats me like compleate and utter garbage and keep "forgiving" them so they can just continue to treat me like shit. No it doesn't work that way. Oh and then there's the time that I spoke my mind because I was tired of being guilt tripped and just wanted to be happy. Then I was the childish narcissistic one. Lol NO. I just want to be happy and I will do whatever it takes to do so.