and I wouldn't change a thing I've learned from the journey of recovery from self harm. It's a darkness I came out of, learned how to express my emotions in a more healthy way. How much stronger I am inside and out.
It isn't fair when you know a simple thought from them could rearrange you. All that remains is the hope that somewhere along the way you discarded a stronger more vivacious version of yourself. A fragment to be called upon when you have nothing left.