See? THIS Is the MAJOR reason why I quit the church. I was tired of waking up, feeling guilty and afraid every single morning. The stress was making me physically sick and finally my very religious landlady told me that if I woke her up being sick at 0500 again, I would be asked to move out. How is that for religious christ like behaviour - NOT. So the next time I felt sick, I went outside and across the road to throw up. I moved out within 6 months. That was over 20 years ago.