It's all in the way you want to be remembered. Be the girl with a smile on her face. Be the girl who stands up to her fears. Be the girl who takes chances and risks everything all because of love. Be THAT girl.
Never depend on someone else to make you happy. Only God can make you happy! Create yourself a full, happy life, seeking God and finding hobbies and ways to express your gifts, and your man will be included in your happiness, a gift from God.