idk when this applies :*( God loves you enough to remove anyone from your life that doesn’t align with His purpose for you. Instead of running after them choose to let them go and allow God to restore your broken heart and find hope in Him again.
Even thought it's Joyce Meyer. I've read a few of her books and God has helped me so much with my recovery by sending me to the right doctors. Even though I still struggle every day, it's gotten easier to overcome the voices in my head.
“But the Lord says, “Do not cling to events of the past or dwell on what happened long ago. Watch for the new thing I am going to do. It is happening already—you can see it now! I will make a road through the wilderness and give you streams of water there