Oh my gosh! This is what I mean when I say I lived a lie - but I did not live the lie. I really loved, I really needed love, I built a family. I was lied too, he lived the lie and fooled me and everybody else. I am not the liar!
I know getting hurt to well. If I named all of the people that have hurt me I'd be here forever. But I don't tell people they've hurt because every time they do they play the victim and that hurts me even
As I look back on my life, I realize that every time I thought I was being rejected from something good, I was actually being re-directed to something better. I so need to remember this right now and remind myself that there's better out there for now.
Ok, so maybe I would like this more if it said that people who treat you like shit get offended when you cut them out of your life. I don't treat people like shit just cause they did it to me, I just kick them to the curb.