I Deserve Peace. Peace from chaos. I was always there for people in my life. When I mean there. calling, talking in person, visiting. I was too much there for them. Almost self sacrificing for others I cared for.
Exactly my first year of marriage. And why my heart broke. It wasn't even that I was crying. It was that he had always cared so much if I shed a tear and then he went to sleep with me sobbing nightly on the couch. So much truth to this.