Fudayl bin Iyad said: ”If you are not able to fast or pray, then know that you are shackled and confined by your sins. Allaah says: ”Yes! Whosoever earns evil and his sin has surrounded him, they are dwellers of the Fire; they will dwell therein forever.
ALWAYS be confident in your decisions. Live life for you. If someone doesn't like it i guess they don't have your best interest in mind. only you can make the decisions that will change your life into what you want it to be.