I grew up feeling this way. Still feel this way many days, but my depression cannot keep me down. I fight every. I wish for things to be easy, to be strong, and sometimes it's impossible. Sometimes I just can't.
★ so stop doing questionable shit so you aren't worried about a stupid ass table! I strongly believe in KARMA and the fact the ugly people will get their turn to feel the pain and shit they caused to others !
Because to at least one person, you're going to be absolute perfection and they're going to fall in love with you. But before they do, don't be afraid to fall in love with yourself. Just because there are people prettier than you doesn't mean you're ugly.