"Everybody is a genius. But if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree, it will live its whole life believing that it is stupid" ~ Albert Einstein - Focus on where your strengths lie, not your weaknesses.
Once you have shown you can't be trusted, you will never be trusted by me again. Breaking someone`s trust is like crumpling up a perfect piece of paper. You can smooth it over but it`s never going to be the same again.